well its been a long time since i have been on. So i'll start from the beginning of 7th grade. i started 7th grade ppl!!! the first week was great!!!! i met so many new ppl that i am close to now!!! they are my new friends/besties matt, brandon (we'll talk about him in a minute k?), lucas, 8th grd. miranda, mikayla, rori, connor, trevor, michael, natalie, kaylin, josie, and 7th grd. miranda. i have SO many new GREAT friends and old GREAT friends now!!! i'm very happy with how my 1st wk. went. Now the 2nd wk was absolute crap! me and travis (u member travis) never talked during that wk. There were so many rumors about him saying stuff and me saying stuff that we were irritated with it. So on the Thursday night of the 2nd wk of school, Travis was at the bhs ftball game. He was with his friends. They said the following: Travis didnt want to breakup with you. you should have seen him at the game! he was a mess! he was crying and wouldnt stop talkig about u. he really did love you, alexis.
then at like 9:40 at night, when he was still at the game, travis and i txted the following: hey um do you still like me and answer honestly. and i said ya i really do travis why do u still like me? and he said i'm sry no, it seems like you dont like me and im sry but we have to break up.
thats when i started to cry. hard. i was sad. i didnt want the relationship to end. we only made it 4months. i was hoping to go 5. but i guess not. so then i txted back: ok. but answer this. why did u say that you loved me then break up with me the next day? and he said i'll talk to you at school.
we never did. we still talk now. we are just friends now. its sad. i am still trying to get over him as much as possible. but every time i get a little bit closer to being over him, i get scared and look back. then i always get sad and wish that we were still together SO much!!! what really made me sad was when he asked his new gf out. Her name is Sierra and she is so ugly. even travis's BEST FRIEND thinks so. i honestly think that he is just desperate and doesnt really like her. things between me and him are getting better as i mentioned earlier. now i have a new bf. he's the sweetest, nicest guy! his name is brandon. and he is one of travis's friends. he's in my science class. he asked me to the dance on thursday. i said yes. then i was like wait does this mean were going out? and then my bffl mikayla was like yes it does lexi. and me and brandon were all cool . he has already given me 2 hugs in the 1st 24 hrs. one at lunch and one when we were going home at the end of the day on friday. he plays odyssey soccer on the u13 white team just like me. he gets straight a's and he is so nice!!! he is kinda cute, but not really. but he's so nice to me and so caring that it makes him cute . so i might see him 2day at his game while im at mine. they are both at bhs. i'll write more after the dance on thursday. thx for reading this long entry!
peace out........
lexi